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The Merc with the mood swings

About Me

I’ve always wanted to draw and paint, but for a long time, life, mental health, and just trying to survive kept that dream on the back burner. I live with mental health challenges, including depression, and traditional 9-to-5 life has never worked out very well for me. Art has always been the place where my mind gets quieter and the world makes a little more sense.

At the beginning of this year, I decided to take my drawing more seriously and show up for it every day, even on the hard days. I’ve been teaching myself, pushing my skills, and slowly building something that feels real and meaningful to me. My hope, honestly, my dream, is to someday support myself through art and creativity, and to keep making things that connect with people who might be struggling too.

Putting this work out into the world is exciting… and also terrifying. But growth usually lives right there, in that uncomfortable space between fear and hope.

If you’ve read this far, thank you for being here and for supporting my work. Truly.

Keep going. Keep creating. And remember, healing isn’t linear. You got this!

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